the conclusion after six months

…I have been living in Australia six months. It has been a difficult time ,but overall I’m glad that I’m doing what I’m doing. I have to say, if I knew a half year ago that English is going to be so hard to pick up, I would never have begun to learn it. Now is too late to stop. Certainly going to a foreign country without knowing any of the language is not a good idea. I was struggling with English for six months and I achieved assessment “B-“ on scale “A to F”. So now I have two weeks holiday and I have decided to continue study at new school.
Anyway… I have already overcome several problems and it seems to me that things are going more or less well. I know that without support of other people which I have met it is impossible carry on…particularly I want to say thanks for “Greg “…and I still hear his words at the time we met: “Frank, don’t worry …I’ll help ya”….
Every evening I remember all I did , I used to be..so I ask my self why do the people help such person as I am?.....hmmm?
But all this is nothing when I think of my children. I long for my children and without them my life is empty, although they are continuously with me…..